friday, oct. 22, 2004
@ 12:58 pm


everything changes

hasta la vista, diaryland,
i'm returning to my roots.
(at least for now)



friday, oct. 22, 2004
@ 10:06 am


guess who's back
back again



monday, oct. 11, 2004
@ 9:55 am


time of my life


righty-o. am up at 9:40 in the morning and i honestly am clueless why
been sitting in fronta the computer for the past hour

i've been feverishly downloading the dirty dancing soundtrack ever since i caught it on bravo yesterday. it is a fab fab fabbity fab show and i was glued to the tv save for the occasional pee break but then anyway they had so many ads
and tho i loved dirty dancing 2 because of diego my friend luna but the original totally kicks ass
marvy arvy

and

so many tv shows on
esp the O.C-esque type. like basically the O.C but in all kinds of different settings. all the characters are totally gorgeous and they make us ordinary teens feel supremely inadequate

now that makes for GOOD TV

anyway
shibuya@mgm for two nights in a row
my family is terribly addicted to japanese food. we're addicts i tell you, ADDICTS.
and we ordered like nearly all the same stuff
well i guess
if it ain't broke don't fix it

i've deduced that it's mating season all over again
go wild people,
go wild

-

caught the musical we will rock you at the paris
i thought the story was a little too far out
but the cast was marvy
and the lead tony vincent absolutely blew my mind




delish, inni?
(for full version, CLICK)
well this fag-hag loves him
well we don't know for sure if he is what we think he is but he looks like one and that's enough for me. enough, enough, enough. oh you get it

audio: queen - bohemian rhapsody

deidre: yup belinda carlisle is very 80s.. she does have some pretty good tracks :)
caine: haha the chorus really goes over and over again
passerby: haha pyjamas are quite marvy arvy but i only wear em' in vegas cos it gets cold and dry and i think pj pants help to.. well improve situations. haha
yangkai: blotter blotter. okay i'll try





thursday, oct. 07, 2004
@ 12:13 pm


over and over again


everybody take a breather and relax
it's all good, okay?

can't get the new nelly track outta my head
it's pretty weak actually but a pretty fab tune nevertheless
nelly ft. tim mcgraw - over and over

retro song of the mo'
chicago - if you leave me now
when i heard it on my mom's signature radio station it just hit me
and it always seems like i've heard these songs somewhere before when it's not quite possible
marvy


caught mamma mia quite a few nights ago
well it was splendid to say the least
we got fab seats - like center, 4th row from the front
i could hear them really sing, not just their voices from the mics
fantastico
and i knew like practically all the songs and needless to say i was singing along just like everyone else.
grooving to the tunes and letting my hair down
i am just a 40 year old in the body of a 17 year old that looks like a 13 year old

moving along

and i caught some concert by some geezer yesterday
paul anka - he wrote some pretty good tracks. the thing is everyone there was like >50 and er they were dancing and really just doing their thang
but undoubtedly the highlight was watching my uncle stand up and boogie
lets just say i'll never see him in the same light again

had dinner last night at this brill place
craft steak at the mgm
the decor was beautiful and the food was fab (kobe beef and lobsters. AND the desert was just so good it hurts just to talk about it)
so anyway
it seemed like the kind of place you had to look really charming and dazzle everyone
or something
and so there i was trying my best to look all smooth criminal on my way back from the bathroom

but i slipped and i fell right into some guy's back (he however, was doing a damn good job of looking cool. he was holding like a martini glass making small talk with some other cool martini glass toting dudes) BUT -
unfortunately for him
i disrupted his coolness and made him stumble and tip over his martini glass
awkward

you know
i think my pyjama pants are damn nice
they're like purple and velvety with like green circles and silver stars
courtesy of the kid's secton at target
i mean.. CAN YOU FIND NICER PANTS?

random am i

laureo: haha yes ms chia i will comehome soon. sigh reese's are nice aren't they but so fattening you know shit la
jill:JILLAYYYANN.. hihi sigh hope IH went well. aiya come on man dont fret. do well and show that amy ng/gloria chan. JUST DO IT
passer (audrey): sure no problem :) hmmm the chicago song i recommended up there is a really good 80s song. or at least i really like it
passerby: my sis got it for me. it's from a brand called nima
rooby: you.. you mistress. you adulterer.. you.. you.. YOUUU..
passerby: hey yeah i saw the blog and i saw the exact same quote right there. thanks for notifying me i do see some similarities here and there - queer..



tuesday, oct. 05, 2004
@ 10:38 pm


starin' blankly ahead,
just makin' my way,
makin' my way through the crowd

and i need you,
and i miss you,
and now i wonder,

if i could fall into the sky,
do you think time
would pass me by?
cos you know i'd walk a thousand miles
if i could just see you ..
tonight

it's always times like these
when i think of you,
and wonder if you ever think of me



monday, oct. 04, 2004
@ 11:10 pm


we´re talking into corners
finding ways to fill the vacuum


have a feeling this entry's gonna be disjointed and pretty depressing
filled with so very random thoughts and feelings
hmm

been online for a while just downloading old songs from the 80s
i've developed this thing for all these songs from way back
somehow they're exceptionally upsetting
pls go download journey - open arms

i wonder if anyone else other than us get these weird attack-like pangs. it feels like you're being shot in the chest over and over and over again. and over again.
not that i really know what being shot feels like but oh you get my driffft

drove my little bug for the first time today
we drove around the apartment blocks
and i noticed my mom was holding on rather tightly to the handlebars
i say it wasn't all too bad save for the occassional WATCH OUT and KEEP RIGHT!!!
and
personally i think my driving is better than my dad's already

have i mentioned my car has a name?
other than bugster of course because um it is what it is
but besides that
my mom and my sis have christened it vavroom (-looks at wyn! wyn always calls me vroomvroom :)

mom left me at boulevard (mall) for two hours. shit man shopping is just very very good. and i bought a reese's blizzard from dairy queen. quite the yummers
and
my dad left for LA in the morning and he's back already.
i thought i could have some peace and quiet for at least a night or two but no he's back already
somebody save me please

hope the promos are going well for everyone thus far
just one more week

bad news when i got up
as i should've expected
my stupid skin's acting up against the vegas weather as usual.
me likey humidity. me not so likey dryness. and vegas = dryness because vegas = damn desert

bollocks.

so now i've got these awful little bumps on my arms altho my mom claims she can't see it but i can though! >:(
its a lot better now than it was in the morning. thank goodness mom brought the cream my derma prescribed.
anyway what worries me is my face
if i get home and i'm still all rashy and pimply and dreadful i will most certainly turtle (quote unquote) at home and wait until they go away
if they don't go away
i will be eternally confined i tell you

and that does not sound like fun at all



saturday, oct. 02, 2004
@ 1:33 pm


PEOPLE I MISS DEARLY PART TWO. (and obviously did NOT forget thanksss)

- VERNIA LIM KIMLING
- PAULINE NAH BAOLING

:) i didn't forget any of you pls

and ms JOYCELYN HO JIAYING are you insane i didn't forget you silly. and i know you don't have promos. sigh.. wish i was there then we could have fun, be merry, and await the promos to end. BUT sorry babe :(

there's oceans in between us
but that's not very far



saturday, oct. 02, 2004
@ 1:22 am


i still believe it when you say
it's another perfect day


hello everyone
i have returned
(to the online world)

brace youself for one heck of a long entry

mmm
finally got my computer hooked up

and talking about computer,
i got me a laptop. and a very pretty one at that.

HELLO SONY VAIO :)





its on the bulky side and is pretty heavy but my sis said i shouldn't need to lug it around campus very much. so.. i
basically have a portable desktop.
haha
brilliant brilliant brilliant

but its quite gay cos i can't really move my computer anywhere. at least anywhere in the house cos the internet connection's only in the living room. i just have to hook up the damn wireless thingamajig.
shiz

know what
hmm the area around my navel is really uncomfortable
i know that's just a terrible overshare but i'm very concerned. its been nearly a month plus right.
CAN I EAT SEAFOOD YET?! cos i just ate damn a lot of tasty tempura
like seriously
HMM
strange

and oh,
please check out MY. NEW. CAR.
-cue for insane shrieking







mm-hmmm
divine, innit? :D
wanted the green reaaaallllyy baad but they weren't gonna have it for the next four months. and they checked cali utah and arizona as well. :| zzzzang
then they didnt have red
or yellow
or orange
soooo they only had some ickyticky blue - and silver (which incidentally was one of my choices as well)
its so awesome


but i like silver :) it matches with my vaio and it's the same color as my sis's first civic.
so it's cute. and i already saw two people on campus (when i visited) with the green beetle and one fellow with the red. MM
IT IS SO BLOOMIN CUTE
i just can't stop marvelling
altho i can't drive just yet and only my mom and sis have driven it.
BUT my mom's letting me drive around the estate sometime next week.
OMALORD that is just plain exciting.
i'll keep you all posted for any crashes or injuries

AND DID I TELL YOU I HAVE A SUNROOOF?!
shiz this is some exciting nonsense
haha

oh and guess what. apparently UNLV didn't receive anything we sent. but basically i've been admitted but they're sorting thru the details and such. this is such a pain in the ass
cos like
without a student ID,
i can't take driving lessons
and
i can't register for a dorm room
:( BARHH

i miss everyone back home tremendously
i am so homesick but i guess the car, forever21 and the cable-tv make it slightly better.

(BTW DO YOU KNOW I HAVE OVER 300 CHANNELS. cos my mom's lazy to like pick so she just tikam-tikam and she picked nearly ALL. so we have all these random channels. i have some strange catholic channel. and like 4 different HBOs?! this is absolutely marvy)
but all these channels
just can't compare to being at home
& SAM being the best friend that she is said "AIYA va just stay there and enjoy yourself pls none of us have time for you we've got promos. and he's got exams. NOBODY HAS TIME FOR YOU just stay there and have fun CAN?!"
VICIOUS.
thanks sam I FEEL SO LOVED WAH..

chey.

but yes sammy i know where you're coming from
either way
i miss the JEWEMS
i miss HUIS
and yes claud i miss you too pls believe me

and i mive you so very much i think i might just go out of my mind
stupid things remind me of you all the time.
and some not-so-stupid things as well
sigh

this entry has been really long
i think it's enough for now
RATATATA



tuesday, sept. 28, 2004
@ 5:17 am


save tonight
tomorrow i'll be gone


actually,
today i'll be gone.

yes, it IS only like what 5 in the morning and i am awake and blogging. set to leave the house in about twenty minutes or so to catch the 720 flight to tokyo and then connect to LA and then vegasssss.

YUP.

so hello everyone, friends and strangers alike, VA WILL NOT BE IN SINGAPORE FOR THE NEXT THREE WEEKS.

only due back on the 20th october.

i hope i'll be able to find/buy a comp there which has internet ANDD i can blog. so pls stay with me for updates thanks

meanwhile,
good luck to all the people taking promos. i am here with you all in spirit. SUPPORTING YOU EVERY STEP OF THE WAY.

haha okay very not inspirational.
buttt so not my fault this is an extremely ungodly hour and i've barely slept the entire night

sigh

mike says this is like the preview of the real thing,
like, me leaving and such.
which is pretty scary because if leaving for three weeks is so tough for me, i don't even want to think how it's gonna be like when i have to leave for four years.
.. scary.

and i miss you all already ARGH pathetic

oh yes pls feel free to message me if you want anything but i can't reply because apparently it costs 60c to message back to singapore.. thats just insane la WTF

sorry for the very disjointed entry i can't really think coherently right now

till' later then

and baby all my candy kisses
i give them to you


marlong: haha HI MARLON excuse me what is this. my tagboard and i am at the end with an 'also, HI VARIBO'.. chey you



saturday, sept. 25, 2004
@ 12:45 pm


moooooooody.


HI CHARMAINE YEE I MISS YOU

was great meeting up with char yesterday. everyone had quite a jolly good time just catching up and laughing at earl's antics. talking about earl,
here's presenting your royal funniness.
HE IS SO PRECIOUS.


he's got abs btw.


yes well this is it for now i don't quite feel like blogging.

-: pink tube - zara, red toga - bodynits



wednesday, sept. 22, 2004
@ 9:11 pm


it cannot be good when you look into the mirror and frighten the bejeezes out of yourself.

we´re talking into corners
finding ways to fill the vacuum
and though our mouths are dry
we talk in hope to hit on something new
tied to the railway tracks
it´s one way to revive but no way to relax

we´re just bored teenagers
looking for love
or should i say emotional rages
bored teenagers
seeing ourselves as strangers

we talk about the whys and wherefore
do we really care at all?
talk about the frailty of words
is rarely meaningful
when we´re sitting watching the planes
burn up through the night like meteorites



monday, sept. 20, 2004
@ 12:23 pm


crazy in love


has it already been a week?

week-long blogging hiatus
mm
you know how when you don't blog for a while you suddenly don't have very many things to say anymore. you kinda just lose the whole blogging feel
i'm expecting all that to change in the next ten minutes

i've been typing and deleting and typing and deleting countless times
this is getting very trying. maybe i'll just type whatever comes to mind

i feel like eating salmon.
hmm

first things first, welcome home wyn :)
the JEWEMS look set to be complete for the next seven days

anyway
i'm actually pretty stoked about the trip next week for a number of reasons

1) i like to shop. and i am going to. just watch me
the JEWEMS have very kindly decided to craft a shopping list for themselves. being the best friend she is, sam's also going to give me a list of places i simply have to go to.
and get her $4.95 kitten heels. and yes, dips marns - SIZE 8. i know.
j you should also give me your shoe size so i can buy you a pair. you really need new shoes.

2) i cannot wait to see my sis. seeing her twice a year hardly counts as barely seeing her at all. and it will be nice to see her apparently very nicely furnished place. i miss her.
tremendously.
esp looking at old family photos with mike yesterday.. i just miss my sis a lot right now. we have all these really cute photos from way back that i should really post

3) i can check out the school. mm hello UNLV. pls approve my application. all you need is a 2.5 GPA. i have a 3.9. i've sent you all the shenanigans you need. pls hurry up. chop chop pls time is ticking away as i type

4) vegas is a home away from home. and it will continue to be for the next four years or so. i need to start getting used to this place i havent' been to in five whole years. i don't know if it still qualifies as a home away from home if i havent' been there in so long. siegfried and roy were still there the last i went. WELL

5) i can watch american tv. for the uninitated, this means LIVE OPRAH. hello, this is a tres big deal to me. i proclaim myself the biggest oprah fan in singapore thanks. all day cable. AND my mom is installing TiVo. divine

6) i will not be here to distract my friends. by talking to them every night and making them go out with me when they've got promos coming up (hi sam)

and holidays are always such good fun. and i like packing. and unpacking. and stuff

but after the good points come the bad ones
i am going to be people-deprived for two whole weeks
particularly, i'm going to be boo-deprived
>:(

bon jovi is on continuous replay
mainly because i saw the VH1 special on them yesterday and am extremely impressed.. they're brilliant. and one particular song reminds me of the sylvester fellow who to be honest i think is kinda cute

and i'll be there forever and a day always
i'll be there till the stars don't shine
till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme

audio: bon jovi - always

rudy: hey yup i'm not in AC anymore i quit school last semester. i'm heading to vegas for college in january :)
passerby: sorry i havent quite had the time to come online the past week. i got the bag for xmas from my aunt from thailand last year but i've been seeing that design pop up a lot on bags all over far east. and nope i'm not a councillor
caine: haha HII
chary: i messaged you you biatch but you didn't reply. i'm free all this week call me you hear?!

my word
this is one long entry



monday, sept. 13, 2004
@ 11:50 am


this bottled beast is taking me home


(wrote this part a while back. so it might seem a little outdated.)

cocoa latte on wednesday
the place was pretty brill the people were pretty good but the music was
ugh
i like the sinkless sinks in the toilet tho
definitely wasn't one of the better nights

had my fair share of laughs
i hope that justified the $15

initially quite a crowd but i think the music kinda drove people away and a lot of the j2's headed down to phuture .. so .. blooey.

supper at newton after
generally not too fantastic
i say thank god for friends

-

(and now we return to real time)

caught the terminal a coupla days back
and it was pretty darn good
the only thing was that it was a little long and the theatre was mother cold. and i was having indigestion from the stupid LJS meal i completely wiped out.
but other than that i say i loved the movie.
and i love the benches at my condo. somehow it's always windy there. but not the bench at the koi pond i dunno why there's no wind there. its the bench that kinda overlooks the pool. i like that bench. i like that bench a lot.

fabulouso :)

yesterday was a beautiful sunday of nothingness.
a lot of time on my sofa and on the phone and in front of my tv and eating a lot.
such joy.

passerby: hmm where'd you see me carry that bag? sorry jog my memory pls
shai: sunshai sunshai hi hi hi :)



monday, sept. 06, 2004
@ 9:44 am


don't be scared
don't hide your eyes

let it be known that one tree hill is now showing on channel 5 at 4pm on saturdays
mr chad michael murray is truly the new hotness and well
he looks utterly delish and 100% delectable

met the girls after, headed down to esther's farewell shindig
i think laureo and liping-bloodybigboobs did an amazing job doing all the planning
props to them :)

13 going on 30 again yesterday
generally a feelgood movie and now i wonder if razzles do exist
i want to eat them
both a candy and a gum!

a lot of walking yesterday
i think i am a boring person
pls feel free to tag me to tell me what people do when they go out
because i realise i don't really do anything but walk and shop, which is boring for him
and pls don't tell me to go to lan shops or play pool because it'll be boring for me
now
that is a problem innit?

totally stoked to be seeing marnkie and dips later
dith says today is casual day - only shorts and tees
very tempted to go down in my pj's (orientation tee and running shorts)
BUT i must remember that my friends will be wearing hot shorts and nice tees
not big shirts and like fbt's
so i must go and dress up so i won't look like their baby sister
SIAN lah
zzzzzzang

can't get the madonna song off my playlist
just want to listen to it over and over and over again

audio: madonna - crazy for you



thursday, sept. 02, 2004
@ 4:19 pm


it might be you


sammy and i got soulmate-bestfriend piercings
we have happy little navels right now
and i quote my mom 100% when she says "WERE YOU UNDER HYPNOSIS?!"
mm hmm like totally mom. really now
out with the girls yesterday
i like seeing them mucho :)
they studied, i ate too many doritos, drank some yummers pure choc and read magazines

dinner at night at some my choice place with the prima people
sat there with a synthetic smile the entire timeee
dinners which your parents drag you to and make you recount your entire life story and tell these people you barely know your plans for the future and whatnot?
tres uncomfortable

passerby: stuart weitzman

what if i stumble
what if i fall
what if i don't deserve you at all