friday, oct. 22, 2004 @ 12:58 pm
everything changes
hasta la vista, diaryland, i'm returning to my roots. (at least for now)
friday, oct. 22, 2004 @ 10:06 am
guess who's back back again
monday, oct. 11, 2004 @ 9:55 am
time of my life
righty-o. am up at 9:40 in the morning and i honestly am clueless why been sitting in fronta the computer for the past hour
i've been feverishly downloading the dirty dancing soundtrack ever since i caught it on bravo yesterday. it is a fab fab fabbity fab show and i was glued to the tv save for the occasional pee break but then anyway they had so many ads and tho i loved dirty dancing 2 because of diego my friend luna but the original totally kicks ass marvy arvy
and
so many tv shows on esp the O.C-esque type. like basically the O.C but in all kinds of different settings. all the characters are totally gorgeous and they make us ordinary teens feel supremely inadequate
now that makes for GOOD TV
anyway shibuya@mgm for two nights in a row my family is terribly addicted to japanese food. we're addicts i tell you, ADDICTS. and we ordered like nearly all the same stuff well i guess if it ain't broke don't fix it
i've deduced that it's mating season all over again go wild people, go wild
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caught the musical we will rock you at the paris i thought the story was a little too far out but the cast was marvy and the lead tony vincent absolutely blew my mind

delish, inni? (for full version, CLICK) well this fag-hag loves him well we don't know for sure if he is what we think he is but he looks like one and that's enough for me. enough, enough, enough. oh you get it
audio: queen - bohemian rhapsody
deidre: yup belinda carlisle is very 80s.. she does have some pretty good tracks :) caine: haha the chorus really goes over and over again passerby: haha pyjamas are quite marvy arvy but i only wear em' in vegas cos it gets cold and dry and i think pj pants help to.. well improve situations. haha yangkai: blotter blotter. okay i'll try
thursday, oct. 07, 2004 @ 12:13 pm
over and over again
everybody take a breather and relax it's all good, okay?
can't get the new nelly track outta my head it's pretty weak actually but a pretty fab tune nevertheless nelly ft. tim mcgraw - over and over
retro song of the mo' chicago - if you leave me now when i heard it on my mom's signature radio station it just hit me and it always seems like i've heard these songs somewhere before when it's not quite possible marvy
caught mamma mia quite a few nights ago well it was splendid to say the least we got fab seats - like center, 4th row from the front i could hear them really sing, not just their voices from the mics fantastico and i knew like practically all the songs and needless to say i was singing along just like everyone else. grooving to the tunes and letting my hair down i am just a 40 year old in the body of a 17 year old that looks like a 13 year old
moving along
and i caught some concert by some geezer yesterday paul anka - he wrote some pretty good tracks. the thing is everyone there was like >50 and er they were dancing and really just doing their thang but undoubtedly the highlight was watching my uncle stand up and boogie lets just say i'll never see him in the same light again
had dinner last night at this brill place craft steak at the mgm the decor was beautiful and the food was fab (kobe beef and lobsters. AND the desert was just so good it hurts just to talk about it) so anyway it seemed like the kind of place you had to look really charming and dazzle everyone or something and so there i was trying my best to look all smooth criminal on my way back from the bathroom
but i slipped and i fell right into some guy's back (he however, was doing a damn good job of looking cool. he was holding like a martini glass making small talk with some other cool martini glass toting dudes) BUT - unfortunately for him i disrupted his coolness and made him stumble and tip over his martini glass awkward
you know i think my pyjama pants are damn nice they're like purple and velvety with like green circles and silver stars courtesy of the kid's secton at target i mean.. CAN YOU FIND NICER PANTS?
random am i
laureo: haha yes ms chia i will comehome soon. sigh reese's are nice aren't they but so fattening you know shit la jill:JILLAYYYANN.. hihi sigh hope IH went well. aiya come on man dont fret. do well and show that amy ng/gloria chan. JUST DO IT passer (audrey): sure no problem :) hmmm the chicago song i recommended up there is a really good 80s song. or at least i really like it passerby: my sis got it for me. it's from a brand called nima rooby: you.. you mistress. you adulterer.. you.. you.. YOUUU.. passerby: hey yeah i saw the blog and i saw the exact same quote right there. thanks for notifying me i do see some similarities here and there - queer..
tuesday, oct. 05, 2004 @ 10:38 pm
starin' blankly ahead, just makin' my way, makin' my way through the crowd
and i need you, and i miss you, and now i wonder,
if i could fall into the sky, do you think time would pass me by? cos you know i'd walk a thousand miles if i could just see you .. tonight
it's always times like these when i think of you, and wonder if you ever think of me
monday, oct. 04, 2004 @ 11:10 pm
we´re talking into corners finding ways to fill the vacuum
have a feeling this entry's gonna be disjointed and pretty depressing filled with so very random thoughts and feelings hmm
been online for a while just downloading old songs from the 80s i've developed this thing for all these songs from way back somehow they're exceptionally upsetting pls go download journey - open arms
i wonder if anyone else other than us get these weird attack-like pangs. it feels like you're being shot in the chest over and over and over again. and over again. not that i really know what being shot feels like but oh you get my driffft
drove my little bug for the first time today we drove around the apartment blocks and i noticed my mom was holding on rather tightly to the handlebars i say it wasn't all too bad save for the occassional WATCH OUT and KEEP RIGHT!!! and personally i think my driving is better than my dad's already
have i mentioned my car has a name? other than bugster of course because um it is what it is but besides that my mom and my sis have christened it vavroom (-looks at wyn! wyn always calls me vroomvroom :)
mom left me at boulevard (mall) for two hours. shit man shopping is just very very good. and i bought a reese's blizzard from dairy queen. quite the yummers and my dad left for LA in the morning and he's back already. i thought i could have some peace and quiet for at least a night or two but no he's back already somebody save me please
hope the promos are going well for everyone thus far just one more week
bad news when i got up as i should've expected my stupid skin's acting up against the vegas weather as usual. me likey humidity. me not so likey dryness. and vegas = dryness because vegas = damn desert
bollocks.
so now i've got these awful little bumps on my arms altho my mom claims she can't see it but i can though! >:( its a lot better now than it was in the morning. thank goodness mom brought the cream my derma prescribed. anyway what worries me is my face if i get home and i'm still all rashy and pimply and dreadful i will most certainly turtle (quote unquote) at home and wait until they go away if they don't go away i will be eternally confined i tell you
and that does not sound like fun at all
saturday, oct. 02, 2004 @ 1:33 pm
PEOPLE I MISS DEARLY PART TWO. (and obviously did NOT forget thanksss)
- VERNIA LIM KIMLING - PAULINE NAH BAOLING
:) i didn't forget any of you pls
and ms JOYCELYN HO JIAYING are you insane i didn't forget you silly. and i know you don't have promos. sigh.. wish i was there then we could have fun, be merry, and await the promos to end. BUT sorry babe :(
there's oceans in between us but that's not very far
saturday, oct. 02, 2004 @ 1:22 am
i still believe it when you say it's another perfect day
hello everyone i have returned (to the online world)
brace youself for one heck of a long entry
mmm finally got my computer hooked up
and talking about computer, i got me a laptop. and a very pretty one at that.
HELLO SONY VAIO :)



its on the bulky side and is pretty heavy but my sis said i shouldn't need to lug it around campus very much. so.. i basically have a portable desktop. haha brilliant brilliant brilliant
but its quite gay cos i can't really move my computer anywhere. at least anywhere in the house cos the internet connection's only in the living room. i just have to hook up the damn wireless thingamajig. shiz
know what hmm the area around my navel is really uncomfortable i know that's just a terrible overshare but i'm very concerned. its been nearly a month plus right. CAN I EAT SEAFOOD YET?! cos i just ate damn a lot of tasty tempura like seriously HMM strange
and oh, please check out MY. NEW. CAR. -cue for insane shrieking




mm-hmmm divine, innit? :D wanted the green reaaaallllyy baad but they weren't gonna have it for the next four months. and they checked cali utah and arizona as well. :| zzzzang then they didnt have red or yellow or orange soooo they only had some ickyticky blue - and silver (which incidentally was one of my choices as well) its so awesome
but i like silver :) it matches with my vaio and it's the same color as my sis's first civic. so it's cute. and i already saw two people on campus (when i visited) with the green beetle and one fellow with the red. MM IT IS SO BLOOMIN CUTE i just can't stop marvelling altho i can't drive just yet and only my mom and sis have driven it. BUT my mom's letting me drive around the estate sometime next week. OMALORD that is just plain exciting. i'll keep you all posted for any crashes or injuries
AND DID I TELL YOU I HAVE A SUNROOOF?! shiz this is some exciting nonsense haha
oh and guess what. apparently UNLV didn't receive anything we sent. but basically i've been admitted but they're sorting thru the details and such. this is such a pain in the ass cos like without a student ID, i can't take driving lessons and i can't register for a dorm room :( BARHH
i miss everyone back home tremendously i am so homesick but i guess the car, forever21 and the cable-tv make it slightly better.
(BTW DO YOU KNOW I HAVE OVER 300 CHANNELS. cos my mom's lazy to like pick so she just tikam-tikam and she picked nearly ALL. so we have all these random channels. i have some strange catholic channel. and like 4 different HBOs?! this is absolutely marvy) but all these channels just can't compare to being at home & SAM being the best friend that she is said "AIYA va just stay there and enjoy yourself pls none of us have time for you we've got promos. and he's got exams. NOBODY HAS TIME FOR YOU just stay there and have fun CAN?!" VICIOUS. thanks sam I FEEL SO LOVED WAH..
chey.
but yes sammy i know where you're coming from either way i miss the JEWEMS i miss HUIS and yes claud i miss you too pls believe me and i mive you so very much i think i might just go out of my mind stupid things remind me of you all the time. and some not-so-stupid things as well sigh
this entry has been really long i think it's enough for now RATATATA
tuesday, sept. 28, 2004 @ 5:17 am
save tonight tomorrow i'll be gone
actually, today i'll be gone.
yes, it IS only like what 5 in the morning and i am awake and blogging. set to leave the house in about twenty minutes or so to catch the 720 flight to tokyo and then connect to LA and then vegasssss.
YUP.
so hello everyone, friends and strangers alike, VA WILL NOT BE IN SINGAPORE FOR THE NEXT THREE WEEKS.
only due back on the 20th october.
i hope i'll be able to find/buy a comp there which has internet ANDD i can blog. so pls stay with me for updates thanks
meanwhile, good luck to all the people taking promos. i am here with you all in spirit. SUPPORTING YOU EVERY STEP OF THE WAY.
haha okay very not inspirational. buttt so not my fault this is an extremely ungodly hour and i've barely slept the entire night
sigh
mike says this is like the preview of the real thing, like, me leaving and such. which is pretty scary because if leaving for three weeks is so tough for me, i don't even want to think how it's gonna be like when i have to leave for four years. .. scary.
and i miss you all already ARGH pathetic
oh yes pls feel free to message me if you want anything but i can't reply because apparently it costs 60c to message back to singapore.. thats just insane la WTF
sorry for the very disjointed entry i can't really think coherently right now
till' later then
and baby all my candy kisses i give them to you
marlong: haha HI MARLON excuse me what is this. my tagboard and i am at the end with an 'also, HI VARIBO'.. chey you
saturday, sept. 25, 2004 @ 12:45 pm
moooooooody.
 HI CHARMAINE YEE I MISS YOU
was great meeting up with char yesterday. everyone had quite a jolly good time just catching up and laughing at earl's antics. talking about earl, here's presenting your royal funniness. HE IS SO PRECIOUS.
 he's got abs btw.
yes well this is it for now i don't quite feel like blogging.
-: pink tube - zara, red toga - bodynits
wednesday, sept. 22, 2004 @ 9:11 pm
it cannot be good when you look into the mirror and frighten the bejeezes out of yourself.
we´re talking into corners finding ways to fill the vacuum and though our mouths are dry we talk in hope to hit on something new tied to the railway tracks it´s one way to revive but no way to relax
we´re just bored teenagers looking for love or should i say emotional rages bored teenagers seeing ourselves as strangers
we talk about the whys and wherefore do we really care at all? talk about the frailty of words is rarely meaningful when we´re sitting watching the planes burn up through the night like meteorites
monday, sept. 20, 2004 @ 12:23 pm
crazy in love
has it already been a week?
week-long blogging hiatus mm you know how when you don't blog for a while you suddenly don't have very many things to say anymore. you kinda just lose the whole blogging feel i'm expecting all that to change in the next ten minutes
i've been typing and deleting and typing and deleting countless times this is getting very trying. maybe i'll just type whatever comes to mind
i feel like eating salmon. hmm
first things first, welcome home wyn :) the JEWEMS look set to be complete for the next seven days
anyway i'm actually pretty stoked about the trip next week for a number of reasons
1) i like to shop. and i am going to. just watch me the JEWEMS have very kindly decided to craft a shopping list for themselves. being the best friend she is, sam's also going to give me a list of places i simply have to go to. and get her $4.95 kitten heels. and yes, dips marns - SIZE 8. i know. j you should also give me your shoe size so i can buy you a pair. you really need new shoes.
2) i cannot wait to see my sis. seeing her twice a year hardly counts as barely seeing her at all. and it will be nice to see her apparently very nicely furnished place. i miss her. tremendously. esp looking at old family photos with mike yesterday.. i just miss my sis a lot right now. we have all these really cute photos from way back that i should really post
3) i can check out the school. mm hello UNLV. pls approve my application. all you need is a 2.5 GPA. i have a 3.9. i've sent you all the shenanigans you need. pls hurry up. chop chop pls time is ticking away as i type
4) vegas is a home away from home. and it will continue to be for the next four years or so. i need to start getting used to this place i havent' been to in five whole years. i don't know if it still qualifies as a home away from home if i havent' been there in so long. siegfried and roy were still there the last i went. WELL
5) i can watch american tv. for the uninitated, this means LIVE OPRAH. hello, this is a tres big deal to me. i proclaim myself the biggest oprah fan in singapore thanks. all day cable. AND my mom is installing TiVo. divine
6) i will not be here to distract my friends. by talking to them every night and making them go out with me when they've got promos coming up (hi sam)
and holidays are always such good fun. and i like packing. and unpacking. and stuff
but after the good points come the bad ones i am going to be people-deprived for two whole weeks particularly, i'm going to be boo-deprived >:(
bon jovi is on continuous replay mainly because i saw the VH1 special on them yesterday and am extremely impressed.. they're brilliant. and one particular song reminds me of the sylvester fellow who to be honest i think is kinda cute
and i'll be there forever and a day always i'll be there till the stars don't shine till the heavens burst and the words don't rhyme
audio: bon jovi - always
rudy: hey yup i'm not in AC anymore i quit school last semester. i'm heading to vegas for college in january :) passerby: sorry i havent quite had the time to come online the past week. i got the bag for xmas from my aunt from thailand last year but i've been seeing that design pop up a lot on bags all over far east. and nope i'm not a councillor caine: haha HII chary: i messaged you you biatch but you didn't reply. i'm free all this week call me you hear?!
my word this is one long entry
monday, sept. 13, 2004 @ 11:50 am
this bottled beast is taking me home (wrote this part a while back. so it might seem a little outdated.)
cocoa latte on wednesday the place was pretty brill the people were pretty good but the music was ugh i like the sinkless sinks in the toilet tho definitely wasn't one of the better nights
had my fair share of laughs i hope that justified the $15
initially quite a crowd but i think the music kinda drove people away and a lot of the j2's headed down to phuture .. so .. blooey.
supper at newton after generally not too fantastic i say thank god for friends
- (and now we return to real time)
caught the terminal a coupla days back and it was pretty darn good the only thing was that it was a little long and the theatre was mother cold. and i was having indigestion from the stupid LJS meal i completely wiped out. but other than that i say i loved the movie. and i love the benches at my condo. somehow it's always windy there. but not the bench at the koi pond i dunno why there's no wind there. its the bench that kinda overlooks the pool. i like that bench. i like that bench a lot.
fabulouso :)
yesterday was a beautiful sunday of nothingness. a lot of time on my sofa and on the phone and in front of my tv and eating a lot. such joy.
passerby: hmm where'd you see me carry that bag? sorry jog my memory pls shai: sunshai sunshai hi hi hi :)
monday, sept. 06, 2004 @ 9:44 am
don't be scared don't hide your eyes let it be known that one tree hill is now showing on channel 5 at 4pm on saturdays mr chad michael murray is truly the new hotness and well he looks utterly delish and 100% delectable
met the girls after, headed down to esther's farewell shindig i think laureo and liping-bloodybigboobs did an amazing job doing all the planning props to them :)
13 going on 30 again yesterday generally a feelgood movie and now i wonder if razzles do exist i want to eat them both a candy and a gum!
a lot of walking yesterday i think i am a boring person pls feel free to tag me to tell me what people do when they go out because i realise i don't really do anything but walk and shop, which is boring for him and pls don't tell me to go to lan shops or play pool because it'll be boring for me now that is a problem innit?
totally stoked to be seeing marnkie and dips later dith says today is casual day - only shorts and tees very tempted to go down in my pj's (orientation tee and running shorts) BUT i must remember that my friends will be wearing hot shorts and nice tees not big shirts and like fbt's so i must go and dress up so i won't look like their baby sister SIAN lah zzzzzzang
can't get the madonna song off my playlist just want to listen to it over and over and over again
audio: madonna - crazy for you
thursday, sept. 02, 2004 @ 4:19 pm
it might be you
sammy and i got soulmate-bestfriend piercings we have happy little navels right now and i quote my mom 100% when she says "WERE YOU UNDER HYPNOSIS?!" mm hmm like totally mom. really now out with the girls yesterday i like seeing them mucho :) they studied, i ate too many doritos, drank some yummers pure choc and read magazines
dinner at night at some my choice place with the prima people sat there with a synthetic smile the entire timeee dinners which your parents drag you to and make you recount your entire life story and tell these people you barely know your plans for the future and whatnot? tres uncomfortable
passerby: stuart weitzman
what if i stumble what if i fall what if i don't deserve you at all
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